on 25 March 2006
Fever of Indonesian Idol have been started by the year of 2004, with performed world class event in Indonesia. After everybody in the world have see how is splashy, unique and spectacular of American Idol, and nowadays its the moment in Indonesia with the similar which is more spectacular, of course the candidates are original starlet of Indonesia.

And Today, my friends will show the interesting talent of their voice in the audition of Indonesian Idol season 3. They are:

Togi - Tupa - Kocu - Hengky

Delvi - Monica

Last night we did an event called "Indonesian Idol Road to Audition" that made them singing on the stage (not the real 1 but it was nice). The first performer goes to Delvi. She sang song of Rembulan by KD. Than Togi - Stand Up for Love by Destiny's Child. Kocu - Keliru by Ruth Sahanaya. Tupa - Sempurnakanlah by Mike (Indonesian Idol 2).
I don't know what kind of song Monica and Hengky will bring. Because they didn't join the good event last night in Puri Indah Senen. But I'm sure they have choose the match song for them already.


Wish you luck all guys, Pray to Jesus, yo.

on 15 March 2006
"JAM SEGINI AKU MASIH DI KANTOR. MANA PROJECT NAMBAH DAN MAKIN RIBETTTTT".

Sometimes I feel happy and excited. At other times, I'll feel sad and down. There are plenty of things that might make me worry. COz I feel and react to different things in different ways. It's normal to feel stressed, anxious or lonely from time to time, or that no-one understands me. But for me, these feelings come and go.
For a small number of people like me, feeling down or depressed can go on for a long time so they can't get on with their everyday lives.
But if I'm feeling down or depressed in any way, then I go somewhere and listening slow music that can remind me about something.
Just now I saw The Big Family of Azhari. They came to Medica Plaza Center in 3rd fl, which is a hospital under our office. One talks to them, and they said they want to visit one of their ill family member. I forgot his name but I knew two woman inside because they used to present in tv show - Ayu and Sarah Azhari. Ayu was in front of me en Sarah was beside me. They are really pretty than in I see in tv.

Than the lift stop and they go with smile. Everybody inside the lift was saying that Azhari's family often go to that hospital to do either medical checkup or visiting patient. (Oh ya, but I have worked here for 6 months but I just see them once..).
on 14 March 2006
My bere is 4 days old now. I forgot to write you on the day he borned, Saturday March 11.2006 at about 08pm. He was in 3.8 kg. Now he will call me "Tulang" till the rest of my life. I'm so happy, man. He is the 1st grandchild of my mom. And he is also the 1st nephew for me and my brother. He will be named "Michael" - His papa said to me. Only Michael?? No, Michael bla..bla..bla Manurung. I don't think the bla..bla..bla will be in batak language like Marulitua or others because he has such a pretty and modern mom - my sister.

My other sister en brother came for him to Siantar. They celebrate for michael and his parents so with our mom. They call me at that time Michael borned and there were so crowd of peoples and voices. I talk with them gladly and we spend for about 3 hours talking till my phone unexpectedly shutdown.

Well, they will leaving for Kupang in June. So I'll be able to see him in Jakarta. Nice.. Nanti aku pesan dibawakin panggang and kecap buatan mamaku sekalian.
Pagi ini aku salut dengan seorang teman satu kosku, satu almamaterku. Dia menolong dan memapah seorang bapak tua tuna netra di pinggiran jalan sudirman square, sekitar kantornya. Tampangnya sangat memprihatinkan dan kumal dengan sebuah tongkat bambu di tangan kanannya. Mungkin si bapak seorang pengemis yang hendak melintas diantara keramaian kota. Tapi tak ada yang mau mencoba menolongnya karena semua orang yang melintasinya terlihat sibuk mengejar waktu dengan pakaian kantor yang rapi. Yah..biasalah bagaimana suasana pagi di tengah-tengah Jakarta.

Tiba-tiba ketika aku melintas, aku melihat dia menolong bapak tua itu dan membawanya jalan di sepanjang trotoar sekitar halte Karet. Padahal aku tahu kalau dia harus bekerja pagi ini. Hmn.. dia PD aja. Ternyata masih ada orang sepertinya di Jakarta ini. Biasanya orang-orang sibuk mementingkan urusan pribadi.


Sempat aku bertanyak pada diriku - aku belum pernah melakukan hal tersebut. If Only..

on 06 March 2006

As you probably know, I am a big movie fan. But unfortunately, I did not get a chance to see all of the nominated films last year, which is odd because I normally do, but I can tell you that for the past 3 months I just see two films - Crash and Brokeback Mountain which are old (Ya..thats bcos my heavy damn schedule). Brokeback Mountain is the one with the most hype and may pull away with the Victory, but as far as I am concerned the best film over two above was Crash. It was an incredible look into the racism that plagues US and me so. I did see Brokeback Mountain and it was a good film but it has been way over hyped because of the controversial themes in the movie. It was good not exceptional, I think that if homosexuality was not such a big issue right now then Brokeback Mountain would not even be considered for the best picture. Crash is amazing. If you haven't see it yet, I just hope you can see past the controversial themes and look at which one is the best... and that one is Crash.

But I am positive for Best Director - Feature Film over two, Ang Lee is going to win this one for Brokeback Mountain and he was very good, so without any real opinion on this subject, I submit my vote to Ang Lee. And I think Crash reasonable to be the Best Screenplay - Original than Brokeback Mountain.

Guys, Check it out if you don't see it yet!

Every Sunday I usually leave over my time to take the air and dine with her. But yesterday, I couldn't use opportunity intentionally to my time to do so. I was very busy. I was only accompanying her for dinner and supermarket in the place near by. I did't know why, went home from there, suddenly on the way she weeps and tell why I could not leave over time with her. I discontinue my step and reply if I was really busy. Then we walke away didn't know where await her tear desist.

Sure I confess if my heavy schedule made me only accompanying her once a week. Coz I work every monday - saturday and for sunday I perform a meeting. So I am only having time at 5pm every sunday. We used to go to have religious service together and hangin out after I finish meeting. But yesterday I couldn't because I'm on a deadline which must be finished.

I can't see her weep. This is at twice with different problem. First, when I didn't phone her when I was in pursuance of business in Soroako. At that time I run out of my account, and my sms banking hanged. Look for the voucher but far to town. So I wait until it will loaded from bank. I didn't suspect if it made her weep. Then she phones me at the same time she weep. She talks a lot. I just said ya.. ya..ya.

In the reality, women in this world can weep if they cannot arrest their feeling too long. Hmnn.. so confusing.